From the recording Feeless You
This one was mixed by Sequoyah Faulk in his studio in Manila, Shady Manila Productions in Northern California. He has the magic touch.
On the cello we have a new member of the band, Bryan. Super talented, creative and awesome to work with.
Lyrics
Anticipating Pain
There is a missing section of space
I’m trying to fill to create
The oblivious faces don’t speak this tongue
Such hard eyes won’t emancipate
Inverting myself with incongruence
So I become what I intend
Holster a stare, order a sound
I wonder if time ever ends
‘Cause I’m anticipating pain
From this loss oh world refrain
Now I am surrounded by
Cold turned affairs
Plaguing the land
Surface bound to avoid
What the depths could reveal
YOU WERE REAL
Solemn unknown, self in a mirror
My old super sensible turn
Sobbing alone in the mortuarium
I’m the one corpse to burn
And I’m anticipating pain
Yes, I did not allow your hand
Now alone I
Am lying down, covered by time
Surface bound to distill
What the depths did reveal
I’M NOT REAL
Lies that hold you down,
Cynically in line
Geometrically corrupted
Smearing over what’s mine
Uncertain noun,
Un-augmented worth
Mourning excerpts of being, well
I don’t know what I’m seeing
Unaccounted for
Dose of gripping knots
Instant self beautification
Delusional with self shots
And I,
I long for a complete liaison.