Lyrics

Anticipating Pain

There is a missing section of space
I’m trying to fill to create
The oblivious faces don’t speak this tongue
Such hard eyes won’t emancipate

Inverting myself with incongruence
So I become what I intend
Holster a stare, order a sound
I wonder if time ever ends

‘Cause I’m anticipating pain
From this loss oh world refrain
Now I am surrounded by

Cold turned affairs
Plaguing the land
Surface bound to avoid
What the depths could reveal
YOU WERE REAL

Solemn unknown, self in a mirror
My old super sensible turn
Sobbing alone in the mortuarium
I’m the one corpse to burn

And I’m anticipating pain
Yes, I did not allow your hand
Now alone I

Am lying down, covered by time
Surface bound to distill
What the depths did reveal
I’M NOT REAL

Lies that hold you down,
Cynically in line
Geometrically corrupted
Smearing over what’s mine

Uncertain noun,
Un-augmented worth
Mourning excerpts of being, well
I don’t know what I’m seeing

Unaccounted for
Dose of gripping knots
Instant self beautification
Delusional with self shots

And I,
I long for a complete liaison.